Sender: seaboy Chemist who wants to get gold from the sun, message area: ANSI Title: I just want to leave quietly Sending site: Sun and Moon Guanghua March 30, 2003 16:01:47 Sunday, site mail I just want to leave quietly After sorting out more than 600 articles on the page, I finally tidied up the highlight area and added some text and pictures. I felt relieved. I have an inexplicable feeling. Looking at the current essence area, I can no longer imagine what it was like when I first took over. After reading the welcome file, it can be said that there is almost no folder in any corner that has not left traces of me... Now, the resignation and the cancellation of the company are proceeding smoothly step by step. If nothing happens, seaboy will no longer be there in two days. With permission B, after four or five days, it will no longer exist in Sun and Moon Guanghua. This has spent too much energy on it. and time place A friend said to me, why do you want to kill the file? If you feel tired, you might as well take a break. Another friend said to me, bbs It is common for people to have different things. No matter if you have seen through it, whether you are sad or mature, you will lose it anyway. That's right. An ID that has been used for such a long time has feelings. However, it is impossible for an ID not to end its life. Even if it is 999, let's see. Guanghua has changed in just two or three years. I really can’t imagine what kind of image seaboy will be in two or three years. Appear, things in the world are unpredictable, many things are helpless, it is better to end it on your own than to die and deteriorate. These days, it has been I'm thinking about what an ID represents. Seaboy, to my friends, he is an old ghost friend from the ghost house and the ghost story. The ANSI version is a migrant worker who can help with work. He is an artist who brings beautiful ANSI. He is a joker who posts x jokes in the joke version. The big water ghost is spraying water on the test version like crazy. Just let it be like this. What is difficult to give up before committing suicide is your own page. The only place where you can record your achievements. The essence of the present. The place where I have struggled and am currently struggling is almost the dream that seaboy cannot complete, but he must pursue perfection. There are too many things in the world that are not perfect. Dreams should be left to future generations to guess. The most difficult thing to give up before committing suicide is the friend, the ghost version, the ANSI version, the joke version, the test version. How could I forget? Remember, there are too many things that cannot be grasped. I remember this sentence in Jimmy’s book: There is always a lot in life. Accidentally, the kite in your hand will suddenly disconnect... Life is like this, let alone the Internet and BBS. It is better to meet each other than to smile lightly. What is a friend? A friend completely understands you when you nod and smile at him. Meaning, so I thought that maybe my best choice would be to forget each other in the world. seaboy's experience in Guanghua is really limited, but he has also been a moderator, applied for a new version, and filled in the water like crazy. Noisy I've had arguments and disputes with others, and I've also seen the updates to the new server. For ansi, for joke. The understanding of bbs is no longer what it used to be. Should I write something? Haha, smile. If I write it, I’m afraid you will too. I have to leave. Sometimes life is just an experience, let alone life on bbs. From a passer-by ID to a water ghost. Seaboy is not the first ID. I wrote this three months after becoming a moderator. The number of chapters has increased by 6000. Seaboy was born because of Ansi. Let him be buried with Ansi... From now on, I am a passer-by again. If I am lucky enough to visit Guanghua again in a few years, the first page I go to will still be ANSI. 2003.3.30 Chronicle ヽ Source: Sun and Moon Guanghua bbs.fudan.edu.cn [FROM: 10.100.107.130] Modification: seaboy modified this article at 16:03:59 on March 30 [FROM: 10.100.107.130]