对于班上的工作,姚旺的风格是事必躬亲。倒不是他不放心交给别人,只是觉得自
己的成绩好,学习压力较小,应该多承担一些,所以一些收收发发的杂活儿他尽量都自
己搞定。
有一次,学校和邮局沟通,代理了学生的刊物订阅业务,并布置各班分别统计。教
科书都看不完,谁还有心看杂志呢?姚旺没做太多的宣传工作,班上订的人也不多,他
很快搞定了这个差事,收好订阅费交到总务处。正好主管老师不在,姚旺在办公室等得
无聊,看到办公桌子上已经有其他班送来的订单了,就随手翻了翻。眼神忽然一定,他
竟然在3班的单子上发现了袁芳的名字,她订了一本叫《夜空》的新诗杂志。原来她还有
这种爱好~佳人确应该以诗词为心,真不错!姚旺怎甘落后,共同爱好很重要的。他从此
开始关注诗文,先恶补了《三百首》,又通读了《中国新诗鉴赏》,慢慢发现其中许多
很适合自己的心境,越读越喜欢,有不少爱不释手,牢记在心。他很感谢袁芳带他进入
了一个如此精彩世界。如果说兴趣是最好的老师,那感情一定是兴趣的老师。
高中真是漫读诗书的好时节,被功课单调的头脑是那么渴望接触新的思想。为了挑
诗集,姚旺逐渐养成了逛书店的习惯,他但选书很挑剔,像吃饭偏食一样,只看些诗集
和有关人生感悟的短文,合心的就买下,不合心的不管多著名也不理会。那一段先后读
了《想飞的翅膀》、《菜根谭》、《周国平散文集》、《飞鸟集》等一批书,潜移默化
间对他的人生观起了很重要的影响。姚旺经常斜倚在卧室的小床上胡思乱想,并尝试把
点滴心事写成文字,誊抄在一个精致的本子上。当然,他那时的作品幼稚得很,古诗不
较平仄,新诗不学断句。但他似乎并不注重这些,更在乎的是如何用纸笔来倾诉感情。
他曾这样写到:胸中何草草,腹内复寥寥。但到情深处,亦得思若潮。不用说,姚旺那
些诗作的内容,多半是和袁芳有关的。
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第一首新诗——相遇
夕阳西下
路染余晖
独自一人惶惶地
迈着步子
不敢应对
一张张陌生的眉眼
你轻盈的身影
蝶一般
在眼前闪现
心儿也迫切
要跳出来看个究竟
但
一张网骤下
我不在动弹
你我似曾相识
你我擦肩而过
无缘
慨叹
这美丽的无缘
Regarding the work in the class, Yao Wang’s style is to do everything by himself. It’s not that he doesn’t feel comfortable leaving it to others, it’s just that he feels that
His grades are good and he has less study pressure. He should take more responsibility, so he tries his best to do some chores of sending and receiving by himself.
Done
Once, the school communicated with the post office and took over the student’s magazine subscription business, and arranged statistics and teaching for each class.
Who has the heart to read magazines even if they can’t read all the textbooks? Yao Wang didn’t do much publicity work, and not many people in his class subscribed to him.
I finished the job quickly, collected the subscription fee and handed it to the General Affairs Office. The teacher in charge happened to be away, so Yao Wang was waiting in the office.
Bored, I saw that there were already orders from other classes on the desk, so I flipped through them, and my eyes suddenly looked at him.
I actually found Yuan Fang's name on the list of Class 3. She ordered a new poetry magazine called Night Sky. It turns out she still has it.
This kind of hobby, a beautiful woman should really focus on poetry. It’s really good. How could Yao Wang be willing to lag behind? Shared hobbies are very important. From then on, he
I started to pay attention to poetry. I crammed in 300 poems first, and then read through them. Appreciating new Chinese poetry, and slowly discovered many of them.
It suits my state of mind very well. The more I read, the more I like it. There are many people who can't put it down. I keep it in my heart. He is very grateful to Yuan Fang for bringing him in.
We have created such a wonderful world. If interest is the best teacher, then emotion must be the teacher of interest.
High school is really a good time to read poetry and books. The mind that is monotonous with homework is so eager to be exposed to new ideas. In order to challenge
Collection of Poems Yao Wang has gradually developed the habit of visiting bookstores, but he is very picky in choosing books. He is like a partial eclipse and only reads poetry collections.
And short articles about life insights. If you like it, buy it. If you don’t like it, ignore it no matter how famous it is. Read those paragraphs one after another.
The Wings That Want to Fly, Cai Gentan, Zhou Guoping's Prose Collection, The Flying Birds, and a number of other books have influenced me subtly.
This period had a very important impact on his outlook on life. Yao Wang often reclined on the small bed in his bedroom and thought wildly.
Every bit of his thoughts were written down into words and copied into an exquisite notebook. Of course, his works at that time were very childish, and ancient poems were not.
The new poems are relatively plain and do not learn to break sentences, but he does not seem to pay attention to these. He cares more about how to express his feelings with pen and paper.
He once wrote like this: There is no care in the chest, and there is nothing in the belly. But in the depth of love, there are also floods of thoughts. Needless to say, Yao Wangna
The contents of these poems are mostly related to Yuan Fang
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The first new poem Encounter
sunset
Road stained afterglow
alone in fear
taking steps
Don't dare to deal with it
Unfamiliar eyebrows and eyes
your light figure
Butterfly-like
flash before my eyes
My heart is also urgent
I have to jump out and see what happens.
but
A net suddenly fell
I'm not moving
You and I seem to have known each other
You and I passed by each other
Missed
sigh
This beautiful fate