过了整整一个月,都没有收到袁芳的回信。再过一个星期就是圣诞节了,寝室里最近来过很多推销贺卡的女孩,据说是某某大学的学生。姚旺架不住她们的软磨硬泡,买了不少卡片送给新老同学们,并把其中一张最中意的寄给了袁芳。圣诞节过后的第二天,他终于收到了袁芳的信!
里面是一张贺卡,打开后一只胖嘟嘟的卡通小狗跃然纸上。姚旺从前很不屑幼稚的卡通人物图案,但此时手中这张卡片却那么的喜人,看来只要是袁芳送的,不论是什么他都会爱不释手。大学里每学期的最后两周,通常是最有学习氛围的时候。随着期末考试的到来,大学里的男男女女,
不论是平时勤奋的,还是不勤奋的,都开始起早贪玩地抢起了自修教室。姚旺在圣诞节后寄出了本学期最后一封信,开始全力备考,借阅参考书、复印笔记、打听出题规律,应付着教授们各有千秋的考试风格。一个学期养起来的膘,这时又都赔了进去。考完最后一门,心里别提多轻松,
仿佛校园又变回了快乐天堂。跟几个哥们大吃了一顿后,姚旺踏上了回家的旅途。挤在火车上的20来个小时,他想象着回家后的种种际遇,会遇到袁芳吗?要主动约她吗?有怎样的碰面,又会如何地分别?
姚旺回到县里的时候,育阳的高三班还没放假。他骑车在县城闲逛,溜溜达达地就来到了母校。校园里很宁静,比起半年前,有了些新的气象。两栋旧楼被包上了天蓝色的瓷砖,建筑风格更加整齐划一。随着上午大课间的铃声响起,一批批的学生们涌出教学楼奔向操场。姚旺担心遇
到熟人,退到了一个角落远远地观察。很快,袁芳出现了!她还是一袭短发,身着黑色的羽绒服和黄褐色的条绒裤。不由得使他想起两年前的一次作文竞赛,他们坐在邻桌,那时她也是这身打扮。袁芳正和几个姐妹谈笑着,脸色红润,神采飞扬,好像路边盛放的腊梅,在寒风里更显娇艳
。姚旺时常觉得自己这样躲躲闪闪的行为很不够男子汉,他多想走过去和这个半年未曾谋面的朋友打声招呼,多想能有机会倾诉自己的爱慕,但此时,脚步和嘴巴仿佛被一直以来的顾忌封印了。从第一封信起,姚旺就下定决心,在袁芳高考结束前绝不能表露出过头的感情。他时刻提醒自
己,现在对于袁芳是多么关键的时期,不能令她分心,不能因为自己的冲动搅扰了她的生活和学习状态。因此,他一方面忍不住给袁芳写信,一方面也格外注意自己的措辞和朋友立场,并努力规避旁人的眼光与口舌。他站在那儿始终没有动,任袁芳越走越远,消失在视线边缘。
春节过后,受从前班主任的邀请,姚旺到育阳高三某班做了一次关于高考和填报志愿的报告,可惜没去袁芳所在的班级。那个寒假,他一个人在家里继续写着关于她的诗,却再没有见到她。
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你最远
心中
你最美
是因最远而最美?
是因最美而最远?
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It's been a whole month and I haven't received a reply from Yuan Fang. It's Christmas in a week. Recently, there have been a lot of girls selling greeting cards in the dormitory. It is said that they are students from a certain university. Yao Wang couldn't stand their insistence and bought a lot. Cards were given to old and new classmates and one of the favorites was sent to Yuan Fang. The day after Christmas, he finally received Yuan Fang’s letter.
Inside is a greeting card. When you open it, a chubby cartoon puppy pops up on the paper. Yao Wang used to disdain childish cartoon character designs, but now the card in his hand is so happy. It seems that as long as it is from Yuan Fang, it doesn't matter. He loves everything. The last two weeks of each semester in college are usually the most exciting time to learn. With final exams approaching, men and women in college
Both those who were usually diligent and those who were not diligent began to get up early and grab the self-study classroom playfully. After Christmas, Yao Wang sent out the last letter of the semester and began to prepare for the exam with all his strength, borrowing reference books, copying notes, and asking about the rules of the questions. The professors each have their own different examination styles. All the fat they have gained in one semester has been lost. I went in and took the last exam. Not to mention how relaxed I felt.
It was as if the campus had turned into a happy paradise again. After having a big meal with a few buddies, Yao Wang embarked on his journey home. During the 20 hours or so he spent on the train, he imagined the various encounters he would have when he returned home and would meet Yuan Fang. Should I take the initiative to ask her out? What kind of encounter will there be and how will they part?
When Yao Wang returned to the county, Yuyang's senior class had not yet had a holiday. He rode a bicycle and wandered around the county town before arriving at his alma mater. The campus was very quiet and had a new atmosphere compared to half a year ago. Two old buildings were covered. The sky-blue tiled architectural style is more uniform. As the bell rang during morning recess, batches of students poured out of the teaching building and rushed to the playground. Yao Wang was worried about encountering
The acquaintance retreated to a corner and observed from a distance. Soon Yuan Fang appeared. She was still wearing short hair, a black down jacket and tawny corduroy pants. He couldn't help but remind him of an essay competition two years ago when they were sitting at the next table. She is also dressed like this. Yuan Fang is chatting and laughing with several sisters, her face is rosy and her spirit is flying, just like the wintersweet blooming on the roadside looks more beautiful in the cold wind.
Yao Wang often feels that his evasive behavior is not manly enough. He wants to go over and say hello to this friend he has not seen for half a year. He wants to have the opportunity to express his love, but at this time, his steps and mouth seem to be sealed by the scruples he has always had. From the first letter, Yao Wang made up his mind not to show excessive feelings to Yuan Fang before the college entrance examination. He always reminded himself
This is such a critical period for Yuan Fang that he cannot distract her and cannot disturb her life and study status because of his impulses. Therefore, on the one hand, he can't help but write to Yuan Fang, and on the other hand, he also pays special attention to his wording and friends. He stood there and tried his best to avoid the eyes and words of others. He stood there and never moved, letting Yuan Fang go further and further away and disappear from the edge of sight.
After the Spring Festival, Yao Wang was invited by his former head teacher to give a report on the college entrance examination and application for a certain class in Yuyang Senior High School. Unfortunately, he did not go to Yuan Fang's class. During the winter vacation, he continued to write poems about her alone at home, but there was no more see her
distance
around
You are the farthest
heart
you are the most beautiful
It is the most beautiful because it is the farthest
Because it is the most beautiful and the farthest
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