发信人: Castellio (percyshelley|Right to Heresy)
标 题: 原来我上任已经将近1年了
发信站: 日月光华 (2010年08月27日17:14:49 星期五), 站内信件
去年9月20日的事情,那时刚考完司法考试。
有意思的是,那时考试照理说是很辛苦很累的,但却很充实。因为有了工作的目标(司
考)和业余兴趣的目标(暗丝,看书,计划排得很满)。
一年至今,虽然司考顺利通过,自认暗丝水平也有了飞跃。但却无比地郁闷痛苦。说到
底,我可能是需要伙伴和目标才能生存下去的动物。虽然我多么反感给自己定目标。。
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我上任之初,暗丝界颓相已显,时至今日更是到了谢幕收场的境地。我也不想给自己开
脱,这一年的我,能匀出精力来画图已属难能,遑论其他。只是没有伙伴的娱乐实在凄
凉。如果暗丝能直接画在纸上就好了,我可以默默摸着黑画图,自己看着,然后点把火
烧掉,只有自己和上天记得。很多所谓兴趣,本来应该也就是这样。
我接下来,对于暗丝还是有最后一点期待的:那就是用暗丝来重画那些名画作品。就像
《梵谷》《神奈川冲浪里》《沐浴》所做的那样。就是单纯地想看看名画能否真的用
另一种方式表现出来。我真无聊,以上就算是无聊闷骚装逼男的自说自话算了。
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Sender: Castellio percyshelley Right to Heresy
Title: It turns out that it has been nearly a year since I took office
Sending site: Sun and Moon Guanghua Friday, August 27, 2010 17:14:49, site mail
What happened on September 20 last year was when I had just finished the judicial examination.
What’s interesting is that the exams at that time were considered very hard and tiring, but they were very fulfilling because they had a goal to work towards.
Taking exams and hobbies, including dark silk and reading books, the schedule is very full.
One year ago, although I successfully passed the exam and I think my level of dark silk has improved a lot, I still feel extremely depressed and miserable.
At the end of the day, I may be an animal that needs partners and goals to survive, no matter how much I hate setting goals for myself.
When I took office, the decadence of the Dark Silk World was already evident. Today, it has even reached the point where it has come to an end. I don’t want to open the door to myself.
In this year, it’s hard for me to find the energy to draw pictures, let alone other things. It’s just that entertainment without partners is really miserable.
Liang, it would be great if the dark silk could be drawn directly on paper. I could silently touch the black and draw, watch by myself, and then light a fire.
Burn it. Only you and God will remember many so-called interests. This is how they should be.
My last hope for dark silk is to use dark silk to repaint those famous paintings, like
What Van Gogh did while bathing in The Great Wave off Kanagawa was simply to see if the famous painting could actually be used.
Another way to express it. I'm so bored. The above is just a boring, sultry, pretentious man talking to himself.
The glass cup refers to Wut’s works へ
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Source: Sun and Moon Guanghua bbs.fudan.edu.cn [FROM: 116.236.183.*]