发信人: windream (梅子我不是让你们说着玩的), 信区: RoomA29
标 题: Re: 再跳到这边说
发信站: BBS 水木清华站 (Sat Dec 25 23:48:09 2004), 站内
我非常介意那最后一句评语,
虽然不一定care它是谁说的。
这是我觉得做ansi最失败的境界了,
没想到自己却给别人这种印象。
ansi对我来说,
只是一种技能,
用以表达思想,
所以我讨厌那种“技巧”高超却无任何意义的作品,
在这点上,我可以问心无愧给自己个满意的答案
说我不思长进也好,说我机械平淡也好,说我没有个人风格都好,
只是永远不会有第二个windream可以做到如此不思长进、机械平淡、没有个人风格
某一天忽然开窍的我或许总像是一夜暴富的土老冒,
永远登不上大雅之堂,
说实话在我的印象中、记忆里,从不曾有任何一位我尊敬的[大师]给与我任何指导以及鼓励
,是对我莫名的高要求?还是我的作品真的让人觉得不值一哂?我不知道,也不愿意考究。
我喜欢听那些能看懂我的作品的人说话,哪怕只是别人觉得毫无疑义的赞,这都会让我很开
心,是支持我继续做下去的动力。
就写这些吧,over。
【 在 lstar (真正的lstar) 的大作中提到: 】
: 水木这边有件大事:斑竹内讧,老斑竹重出江湖
: 年度新人:下面的话我要说出来估计我的rp又不厚道了
: windream,作品众多,水平很高,不过让我说出来哪幅居然讲不出来
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※ 修改:·windream 于 Dec 25 23:50:12 修改本文·[FROM: 202.120.3.*]
※ 来源:·BBS 水木清华站 smth.org·[FROM: 202.120.3.*]
Sender: windream Meizi, I’m not telling you to joke, message area: RoomA29
Title: Re: Jump here again and say
Sending station: BBS Shuimu Tsinghua Station Sat Dec 25 23:48:09 2004, within the station
I really mind that last comment
Although I don’t necessarily care who said it
This is the most failed state for me as ansi.
I didn’t expect that I would give others this impression
ansi to me
just a skill
to express thoughts
So I hate works that are technically superb but meaningless.
At this point, I can give myself a satisfactory answer with a clear conscience
It doesn’t matter whether you say I don’t want to make progress, or you say I’m mechanical and mediocre, or you say I don’t have a personal style.
It's just that there will never be another Windream that can be so unmotivated, mechanically bland, and without personal style.
One day I suddenly enlightened, maybe I always look like a coward who got rich overnight.
You will never be able to reach the level of elegance
To be honest, in my impression and memory, I have never had any [master] whom I respect give me any guidance or encouragement.
Is it because of the inexplicably high demands placed on me or because my works are really worthless? I don’t know, and I don’t want to find out.
I like to listen to people who can understand my work. Even if it is just an unquestionable praise from others, it will make me very happy.
Heart is the driving force that supports me to continue doing it
Just write these over
In lstar the real lstar's masterpiece mentioned:
: There is a big event here in Shuimu. There is internal strife in Mozhu. Old Mozhu returns to the world.
: Newcomer of the Year I’m going to say the following and I guess my RP is being unkind.
: windream has many works of very high quality, but I can’t name one of them.
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Modification: windream modified this article on Dec 25 23:50:12 [FROM: 202.120.3.*]
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