发信人: Yelimy (十三一轮回), 信区: AsciiArt
标 题: wuwu,一些感想
发信站: 兵马俑BBS (Sat Mar 20 13:58:07 2004), 本站(bbs.xjtu.edu.cn)
刚刚从紫霞逛回来,心情有点阴郁
前段时间水木的mimiau提出了"asciiart倦怠症"的话题
好像大家都有着这个方面的感慨,都不再是像刚开始时候的那样好奇和生猛
都开始觉得有些疲惫和创作的空白,很多时候不再是能突发出一些好的想法
都在寻找asciiart这条路前进的方向。
还好大家都明白,其实只要做自己想做得东西就好,其实不是我们懒惰了,
真的只是脑子里开始被空白占据了大部分的空间。
每次在紫霞的club,其是我都觉得自己比较自卑,那里聚集了几乎国内的大
部分asciiart高手,有各自的风格和主见,创作也基本处于成熟状态,而且
都有了基本成型的asciiart人生观,仿佛觉得对他们来说,asciiart已经是
一种信仰,而我自己从来只是抱着一种玩乐的态度,其实潜意识里也已经是
一种信仰,只是对自己没有太多的信心,所以不敢亵渎。
其实每次说道这样深刻的话题的时候,我都会觉得自己的不成熟,其实我一
直都是停留在摸索的阶段,至今没有做出自己的风格,只是在一些模仿的边
缘徘徊。或者我应该像cclu姐姐说的那样,在这个时候,大概要想从最简单
的东西重新开始学起。
dntx辞职了,但是他的离任是圆满的,他有了他自己创造的asciiart管理文
化,所以我们都满心祝福的对他说wave~
我觉得自己的做事态度不是很好,每件事情要是我没有充分的把握,就不会
愿意开始或者继续。我不知道7月以后离开教育网的宽带,我还能不能以足
够的速度用telent登陆,所以可能那时候asciiart只会成为我个人的乐趣,
甚至会很快被消磨干净,因此我只有选择尽早的辞掉职务。
一天始终不是48个小时,很多时间我们要用来做其他更为必须的事情,接下
来的日子,我会努力多点时间来做自己喜欢的事,我想应该要重新学习,而
且慢慢找到自己做东西的能力。
Sender: Yelimy Thirteen Cycles, message area: AsciiArt
Title: wuwu some thoughts
Sending station: Terracotta Warriors and Horses BBS Sat Mar 20 13:58:07 2004, this website bbs.xjtu.edu.cn
I just came back from shopping in Zixia and I feel a bit gloomy.
Some time ago, Mimiau from Mizuki raised the topic of "asciiart burnout"
It seems that everyone has this emotion. They are no longer as curious and lively as they were at the beginning.
Everyone is beginning to feel a little tired and creatively blank. Many times they no longer have the ability to suddenly come up with some good ideas.
They are all looking for the direction of asciiart.
Fortunately, everyone understands that as long as you do what you want to do, it's not that we are lazy.
It’s really just that the blank space in my mind has begun to take up most of the space.
Every time I go to Zixia’s club, I feel inferior. There are almost everyone in the country gathered there.
Some asciiart masters have their own styles and opinions, and their creations are basically in a mature state.
They all have a basically formed asciiart’s outlook on life. It seems that for them, asciiart is already
A kind of belief, and I have always just had a playful attitude. In fact, subconsciously, I have also
A kind of faith, but I don’t have much confidence in myself, so I don’t dare to blaspheme
In fact, every time I talk about such a profound topic, I feel that I am immature. In fact, I
I have always been in the exploratory stage. I haven’t created my own style yet, I’m just imitating.
The fate is lingering, or I should do what Sister CCLU said. At this time, I should probably start from the simplest
Start learning things again
dntx resigned, but his departure was successful. He had his own asciiart management document.
So we all said wave to him with full blessings
I feel that my attitude towards doing things is not very good. If I am not fully sure of everything, I will not do it.
Are you willing to start or continue? I don’t know if I can still use the broadband of Education Network after July.
The speed is enough to log in using telent, so maybe asciiart will only become my personal pleasure at that time.
It will even be wiped out quickly, so I have no choice but to resign as soon as possible.
There are never 48 hours in a day. We have to use a lot of time to do other more necessary things. Next
When the time comes, I will try to spend more time doing what I like. I think I should study again.
And slowly find the ability to make things by yourself