发信人: mimiau (御风), 信区: ascii_club
标 题: asciiart倦怠症
发信站: BBS 大话西游站 (Mon Mar 15 16:44:55 2004), 转信
不知道为什么,最近想起asciiart就会有很疲倦的感觉,
记得去年十一月份刚开始画asciiart的时候,颇有种初生牛犊不怕虎的气势,不管
做得多烂,被人表扬、批评或是无人理会,终归是快乐与享受。每次学会点新东西都兴奋
得不得了。可现在,在asciiart界呆得越久却越害怕画画,打开ansieditor还没开始
画就开始想这幅画要注意不要有毛刺,线条要流畅,要用最适合的字符。一次次在觉得
自己画功不到家的巨大失败感下放弃画画,看到一幅新的画,我也只看它的线条是否流
畅,光影搭配是否适合,不再关注于这幅画到底在“画”什么,我不是觉得技巧不重要,
只是现在想画画时就关心这幅画技巧如何,看到一幅画就只关心它的技巧多高超真的让
我觉得很疲倦。画asciiart到底是为了什么?如果是为了自己的快乐,可不可以只是随心
所欲地画些自己喜欢的东西,然后贴上来,不必特别特别地在乎它是否粗糙,线条是否流
畅。还是一定要"对得起观众",非要画出经世杰作才能贴上来。我不知道asciiart对大家
而言都意味着什么,不过我知道,如果是为了后者,我大概不会在asciiart上再留太久。
不是因为我不喜欢它,而是因为爱它是一件太疲倦的事。
莫名其妙地上来发了一大篇的牢骚,不好意思了,不过确实是这段时间的真实感受。
真的很想知道大家心目中asciiart是个什么样的地位。还有,为什么那么多曾经在
asciiart界那么活跃的人都不太动笔甚至极少发文了?asciiart,到底意味着什么?
Sender: mimiau Yufeng, message area: ascii club
Title: asciiart burnout
Sending station: BBS Westward Journey Mon Mar 15 16:44:55 2004, forwarded
I don’t know why, but I feel very tired when I think about asciiart recently.
I remember when I first started painting asciiart in November last year, I had the aura of a newborn calf not afraid of tigers, no matter what
No matter how bad you do, being praised, criticized or ignored is ultimately happiness and enjoyment. I am excited every time I learn something new.
It's incredible, but now, the longer I stay in the asciiart world, the more afraid I am of drawing. I haven't even started yet when I open Ansieditor.
When I started to draw, I started thinking about how I should pay attention to the painting without burrs, the lines should be smooth, and the most suitable characters should be used. I kept thinking about it again and again.
I gave up painting due to the huge feeling of failure that I was not good at painting. When I see a new painting, I only look at whether its lines are smooth.
Chang Whether the combination of light and shadow is suitable is no longer focused on what the painting is about. I don’t think technique is unimportant.
It’s just that when I want to paint now, I only care about the skill of the painting. When I see a painting, I only care about the skill of it. It really makes me happy.
I feel very tired. What is the purpose of drawing asciiart? If it is for your own happiness, can you just do whatever you want?
Just draw something you like and then paste it up. You don't have to worry about whether it's rough or smooth.
Chang, you still have to be "worthy of the audience". You have to draw a masterpiece before you can post it. I don't know what asciiart means to everyone.
But I know that if it was for the latter, I probably wouldn’t stay on asciiart for too long.
Not because I don't like it, but because loving it is too tiring
I came up out of nowhere and posted a big complaint. I’m sorry, but it’s really my true feelings during this time.
I really want to know what kind of status Asciiart has in everyone’s mind and why so many people have
People who are so active in the asciiart world rarely write or even post. What does asciiart mean?