偷偷黑板题字后,姚旺感到既惶恐又刺激,也罢,就算被查出来受处分,好歹咱爷
们儿出名了。到了第二天一早,却发现黑板上的字被人擦了,事情也就这样不了了之。
可能是哪位领导压住了消息,这种事传开了毕竟不好。不过学校还是有了些动作,一是
废止了值勤扣分制,大黑板被挪走;一是二班换了班主任,新班主任很有手段,很快在
学生中间树立起威望,二班的纪律逐渐好了起来。
经过这件事,姚旺发现自己身体里多了股不服管的劲儿。不久,他又开始感受到了
身体的种种变化:嗓子不痛快,总想大声喊;肚子也很早就会饿;入学时肥大的校服越
来越合身,一次和袁芳迎面走过,他猛然发现自己已经可以平视袁芳的头顶了。看着身
高一点点突破墙上的记号,姚旺感到很欣喜,但同时,大量分泌的激素,也搅得他开始
胡思乱想。班上的俊男靓女们越来越亲密,课余时间称兄道妹,同吃同玩,不亦悦乎,
为此老师特意上了一堂预防早恋的政治课。姚旺很羡慕他们,可以坦率地表露出对女孩
的好感,他的表现还像小学时一样木讷,没勇气用自己沙哑的声音和女生们攀谈,只是
在心里默默地守着自己的秘密。
班上有人带来一本桂正和的漫画,一时男生们竞相传看,姚旺从别人手里瞥了几眼
,马上被那种半遮半露的画风俘获了。他不好意思在学校看,攒了半个月的零花钱自己
去书报亭买了一本,向卖报大妈报上书名时,就像成年人第一次买杜蕾斯那样紧张。那
年家里搬进新房,屋子变多了,姚旺也有了自己的卧室,他的和小床被强行从父母屋里
搬进了出来。姚旺把书藏在床垫最底下,家里没人的时候才敢拿出来,每每看得面红耳
赤,浮想联翩。从此姚旺开始注意女生的身材,他觉得自己变得流氓了,心里很矛盾,
并把自己的堕落归咎于那本漫画,经过两个月的思想斗争,代表正义的传统观念战胜了
邪恶的念头(或许是看厌了…),看了最后一遍后,那本可怜的漫画书被他狠心地丢进
了公共厕所。
姚旺准备看些好书来正本清源。一次在邮局无意看到别人订购《辽宁青年》,就也
好奇地买了本,读罢很受开导,从此每月都看。后来又读了《苏菲的世界》,虽然似懂
非懂,却很喜欢那份抛开学习和生活的种种琐事、和先贤们畅想宇宙人生的超脱与惬意
。对于小说,他缺少耐心,唯一完整看过的就是《钢铁是怎样炼成的》(为了应付老师
留的读后感…),通篇后没有被保尔的精神震撼,反而为保尔和冬妮亚没能走到一起倍
感惋惜。姚旺的觉悟实在不高,他的理想就是和自己的冬妮亚过上幸福的生活。
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After secretly writing on the blackboard, Yao Wang felt both frightened and excited. Even if he was found out and punished, he would be fine.
We became famous, but the next morning we found that the writing on the blackboard had been erased, and the matter was settled as it was.
Maybe one of the leaders suppressed the news. It’s not good for this kind of thing to spread. However, the school still took some actions. Firstly,
The duty deduction system was abolished and the big blackboard was moved away. First, the second class teacher was changed. The new class teacher was very capable and would be there soon.
Prestige was established among the students, and the discipline of Class 2 gradually improved.
After this incident, Yao Wang found that he had an unruly energy in his body. Soon he began to feel it again.
There are various changes in the body. My throat feels sore. I always want to shout loudly. I also feel hungry very early. When I entered school, my school uniform became more and more bulky.
It became more and more suitable for him. Once he met Yuan Fang and walked face to face. He suddenly found that he could already look directly at Yuan Fang's head and body.
Yao Wang felt very happy as he broke through the mark on the wall a little higher, but at the same time, the large amount of hormones secreted also made him start to
Random thoughts. The handsome men and women in the class are getting closer and closer. In their spare time, they call themselves brothers and sisters, eat and play together, which is very pleasant.
For this reason, the teacher specially gave a political lesson on preventing puppy love. Yao Wang envied them for being able to express their love for girls frankly.
I have a good impression of him. He still behaves as dull as he did in elementary school. He doesn’t have the courage to use his hoarse voice to talk to girls. It’s just
Keep your secrets silently in your heart
Someone in the class brought a comic book by Gui Zhenghe, and the boys passed it around to read it. Yao Wang glanced at it a few times from other people's hands.
He was immediately captured by the half-covered and half-revealed painting style. He was embarrassed to see it in school and saved half a month's pocket money for himself.
I went to the newsstand and bought a book. When I told the newspaper seller the title, I was as nervous as an adult buying Durex for the first time.
The family moved into a new house in 2001. There were more rooms, and Yao Wang also had his own bedroom. His bed and crib were forcibly removed from his parents' house.
After moving in, Yao Wang hid the book at the bottom of the mattress and only dared to take it out when no one was home. He always blushed when he read it.
Chi's imagination began to spread. From then on, Yao Wang began to pay attention to girls' figures. He felt that he had become a gangster and felt very conflicted.
And blamed his own fall on that comic. After two months of ideological struggle, the traditional concept of representing justice defeated
Evil Thoughts Perhaps he was tired of reading it. After reading it for the last time, he cruelly threw the poor comic book into the
public toilet
Yao Wang was going to read some good books to clear his mind. Once at the post office, he accidentally saw someone else ordering something. Liaoning youth just
I bought a copy out of curiosity and was very enlightened after reading it. From then on, I read it every month. Later I read Sophie's World again, although I seemed to understand it.
Although I don’t understand it, I really like the detachment and comfort of putting aside all the trivial matters of study and life and imagining the universe and life with the sages.
He lacks patience when it comes to novels. The only one he has read in full is How Steel Was Tempered in order to deal with the teacher.
After reading the book, I was not shocked by Paul’s spirit. Instead, I felt sad that Paul and Tonya could not get together.
It’s a pity that Yao Wang’s consciousness is really not high. His ideal is to live a happy life with his Dongnia.
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