大一最后的日子,姚旺和周报社的几个朋友组成团队,成功申请到了一个暑期社
会实践项目,暑假期间将到一家知名报社进行调研。为了不打扰袁芳最后阶段的复习备
考,他在五月底寄出高考前的最后一封信,鼓励她调整心态,安心应战,之后就没再跟
她联系。七月,姚旺在报社打了一个月的工,只是六号那天请假去市里最大的寺庙烧了
柱香;袁芳则迎来了她的第二次高考。等到八月姚旺回到家的时候,一切已经尘埃落定
。他从育阳的公告栏上获悉袁芳考得很不错,比去年多了40分,除了清华北大,其他学
校应该可以随便挑了。姚旺感到很欣慰,真心地替她高兴。看到对流星许的一个愿望已
经灵验,他开始期待另一个。但愿袁芳能考到他求学的城市,最好也考到联大来,更加
奢侈一点,但愿她能为了他而考到东南联大。然而,他很久都没能打听到袁芳填报了哪
所高校。从前在学校尽管相隔千里,尚可通过书信互通消息,现在虽然同在一个县城,
但在当时一无住址、二无手机、三无网络的情况下,却好似隔得更远了。姚旺懊悔自己
的胆怯和粗心,竟然从没问过袁芳家的地址或电话,可能还是因为心虚吧。他只好沿用
遛大街的原始方式,在学校和她家小区附近游走,期望能在路上遇见,却一直未遂。收
集到唯一关于袁芳的消息来自于一本育阳中学办的杂志,上面有一篇袁芳投稿的文章,
是关于童话的解读。姚旺反复读了很多遍,聊以自慰。那个暑假里,他除了撰写暑期实
践报告、遛大街之外,还兴致勃勃地恶补了安徒生和迪斯尼的童话故事。母亲见他捧着
儿童读物看得津津有味,不免有些担心,时常过来关心一下儿子的心理年龄和思想品味
,姚旺有点窘,只好谎称这是学校审美课的作业。
大二开学后,失去了袁芳的联系方式,姚旺只能等她首先联系自己,他觉得自己有
点像个在商场走失后等待母亲认领的孩子。不久,袁芳的信到了。是信,异地。拿到信
的那一刻,姚旺一反往日的兴奋,竟有些失落,因为他大约已经知道自己的希望落空了
。再看信件的落款:北洋大学经济学院。果然她还是报了这所当地最好的高校,这是她
曾经的志愿,也可能有父母不放心女儿远行的考虑。自从小学之后,姚旺一直期待命运
能再次将他安排到袁芳身边,没想到如今却是越走越远。他也曾想过和命运抗争,刚到
联大时,由于对学校和专业的不称心,甚至有过回育阳陪袁芳一起复读的冲动。但在现
实的压力下,这点仅有的冲动后来被自己生生地磨灭了。姚旺有时真的很鄙视自己骨子
里的瞻前顾后和谨小慎微。高考已经过去,影响学业的顾虑没有了,姚旺觉得客观上具
备了表露自己的倾慕之情的条件。但主观上犹豫也接踵而来,一旦表白被拒绝,好不容
易建立起来的通信和朋友关系可能也将不复存在。看着袁芳在信里留下的新地址、宿舍
电话和qq号码,思虑再三,他决定再等等,只回信表达了自己的祝贺。
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On the last day of his freshman year, Yao Wang formed a team with several friends from the weekly newspaper and successfully applied for a summer club.
During the summer vacation, I will go to a well-known newspaper office to conduct research, so as not to disturb Yuan Fang’s final review preparations.
He sent her last letter before the college entrance examination at the end of May, encouraging her to adjust her mentality and take on the challenge with peace of mind. After that, she didn’t follow her again.
She contacted Yao Wang. In July, Yao Wang worked in the newspaper office for a month. He only took leave on the 6th to go to the largest temple in the city to burn.
Zhuxiang and Yuan Fang ushered in her second college entrance examination. By the time Yao Wang returned home in August, everything had been settled.
He learned from Yuyang's bulletin board that Yuan Fang did very well in the exam, 40 points more than last year, and other schools except Tsinghua and Peking University.
She should be able to choose the school at will. Yao Wang felt very relieved and was sincerely happy for her. Seeing that her wish for the shooting star had been
After the success, he began to look forward to another one. He hoped that Yuan Fang could be admitted to the city where he studied, preferably to the United Nations University. More
Be extravagant and hope she can get admitted to the Southeast Associated University for him. However, he couldn't find out where Yuan Fang filled out the application for a long time.
In the past, even though the schools were thousands of miles apart, they could still communicate with each other through letters. Now, even though they are in the same county,
But at that time, with no address, no mobile phone, and no Internet, it seemed that we were further apart. Yao Wang regretted himself.
Because of his timidity and carelessness, he never asked for Yuan Fang’s home address or phone number. Maybe it was because of a guilty conscience that he had no choice but to use it.
The original way of walking on the street, walking around the school and her neighborhood, hoping to meet her on the street, but never succeeding.
The only news about Yuan Fang that we gathered came from a magazine run by Yuyang Middle School, which contained an article written by Yuan Fang.
It is about the interpretation of fairy tales. Yao Wang read it many times to comfort himself. During that summer vacation, besides writing summer practical work, he
Jian reported that in addition to walking on the street, he also enthusiastically read fairy tales by Andersen and Disney. His mother saw him holding a
I read the children's books with great interest, but I can't help but feel a little worried. I come here from time to time to care about my son's mental age and ideological taste.
Yao Wang was a little embarrassed and had to lie and say it was an assignment for the aesthetics class in school.
After the start of his sophomore year, he lost Yuan Fang's contact information. Yao Wang could only wait for her to contact him first. He felt that he had
A bit like a lost child in a shopping mall waiting for his mother to claim him. Soon, Yuan Fang's letter arrived. It was a letter from a different place. I got the letter.
At that moment, Yao Wang turned away from his usual excitement and felt a little disappointed because he probably already knew that his hopes had failed.
Look at the signature of the letter: School of Economics, Peiyang University. Sure enough, she applied for the best local university. This is her.
The past aspirations may also be due to parents’ concerns about their daughter traveling far away. Since elementary school, Yao Wang has been looking forward to his destiny.
He was able to arrange him to be with Yuan Fang again, but he didn't expect that now he is getting further and further away. He also thought about fighting fate when he first arrived.
When I was at the Lianda University, I even had the urge to go back to Yuyang to repeat my studies with Yuan Fang because I was not satisfied with the school and major. But now
Under the real pressure, this little impulse was later wiped out by himself. Sometimes Yao Wang really despises his own bones.
The foresight and caution here are gone. The college entrance examination has passed, and the worries that affect academic performance are gone. Yao Wang feels that it is objectively practical.
The conditions for expressing one's admiration have been prepared, but subjective hesitation also ensues. Once the confession is rejected, it will be difficult.
The correspondence and friendships easily established may no longer exist. Looking at the new address Yuan Fang left in the letter, dormitory
After thinking about it over and over again with his phone number and QQ number, he decided to wait and only wrote back to express his congratulations.
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