转眼到了中秋,只有身处异乡才能体会到中秋节的滋味。姚旺看着校园里出双入对
的男男女女,心里酸溜溜的。即使身边没个伴儿,能有人和他相互惦念也行啊。姚旺一
直非常在乎自己给袁芳留下的印象,写信可以反复修改,而打电话如果表现不佳就没有
修正的机会了。所以他一直不敢给她打电话。今天忽然来了股冲动劲儿,临时决定趁着
室友们去吃晚饭的当儿,以中秋祝福的名义给袁芳打一次电话。考虑到袁芳在与不在两
种情况,他分别准备好了两套对话方案,正要拨完广告卡上的一长串号码时,贾超拎着
盒饭从外面回来了。真是不巧,姚旺急忙挂了电话,他不想进行这样重要的活动时被旁
人打扰。等那仁兄吃完去自修了,才又开始拨号,这次电话出了问题,几次都没拨通。
姚旺心里嘀咕:难道是天意?不该打这个电话,还是好事多磨?不管怎样,既然自己下
定了决心,就要有个结果。他又重拨了两遍,终于接通了。听着“嘟...嘟...”的声音
,姚旺心跳的节奏也跟着乱了起来。一个女生接听了!“请问,袁芳在吗?”“她不在
。你是哪位?”不在。姚旺长出了口气,心里平稳了下来,随后尽力表现得很有礼貌,
自报了家门,祝她的室友们中秋愉快,并请她转达自己对袁芳的问候。挂上电话,姚旺
觉得又向前迈进了一小步,很为自己的主动精神感到骄傲。
这学期《青年周报》进行了改版,人员也做了调整,由于轮岗,姚旺被分到了出版
部,每周末负责制版和印刷,比做编辑时闲了许多。自从有了袁芳的QQ号码,他频繁地
去机房上网,经常一挂就几个小时。袁芳却上的不多,一周也见不上一两次,等在网上
的时候,姚旺开始靠电脑游戏打发时间。
十一长假里,收到了一封袁芳的信。她似乎受了些挫折,语气里流露出对现状的不
满。针对这种情况,姚旺准备做些劝慰开导工作,以往总是干巴巴地写信,这次他想换
一种方式。作为一个书呆子,最后想出的招数就是送一本励志的书。逛了两三个书店后
,终于挑到一本比较中意的,但他这次没有马上寄出去。以往姚旺收到信后肯定不出三
天就写好满满的三页纸,迫不及待地丢进邮筒,期待早点收到回信;而袁芳却不像他这
么积极,一般要拖上个把月才回一封,信的内容也通常很短。以前由于复读班功课紧张
,姚旺还能理解,现在大学里依旧如此,就让他有些心凉了。有时姚旺很瞧不起自己一
厢情愿地痴心,怀疑自己这种剃头挑子一头热的行为究竟有没有意义,人家从没有表示
过什么好感,是不是自己殷勤过分,太自作多情了?但很快他又会说服自己:就当这是
人生的一次感情经历吧,不论结果如何,都应该珍惜和坚持,不应有企望回报的私心,
帮助别人的同时自己不是也在成长吗?不管怎么说,姚旺打算向袁芳学习一下,不能猴
急猴急的,尽量保持一些神秘感。所以他使劲忍住,多等了两个星期才给她寄去了书和
回信。在信的开头,他有意将对袁芳的称呼缩减到一个字,以此试探下她的反应。
之后的一个学期,姚旺再没收到袁芳的回信。守在电脑前,也没见她上过QQ。他有
些焦躁,不停的猜想是不是自己太过轻浮,言语中冒犯了她?想知道她那边到底是什么
情况,却又不敢给她打电话。这期间他经常在机房苦等,慢慢沾染上打游戏的习惯,开
始只是借打游戏宣泄苦闷的情绪,后来一有空就躲在机房里混天黑地地疯玩,仿佛忘记
了外面的世界才能让自己好受些。从前他很鄙视这种浪费时间的行为,现在却用大把大
把的时间沉迷在游戏里,上了瘾似的欲罢不能。
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The Mid-Autumn Festival has arrived in a blink of an eye. Only in a foreign land can you experience the taste of the Mid-Autumn Festival. Yao Wang looked at couples coming and going on campus.
Men and women feel sour in their hearts. Even if they don’t have a companion, it’s okay to have someone to miss each other with. Yao Wangyi
I have always cared very much about the impression I left on Yuan Fang. I can revise it repeatedly when writing letters, but I won’t if I don’t perform well on the phone.
There was a chance for correction, so he never dared to call her. Today, he suddenly felt an impulse and decided to take advantage of it.
When the roommates went to have dinner, they called Yuan Fang once in the name of Mid-Autumn Festival blessing. Considering that Yuan Fang was present and absent,
He prepared two dialogue plans for each situation. Just as he was about to finish dialing the long list of numbers on the advertising card, Jia Chao picked up
The lunch box came back from outside. What a coincidence. Yao Wang hung up the phone in a hurry. He didn’t want to be ignored during such an important activity.
I waited until the guy finished eating and went to study on his own before I started dialing again. This time there was a problem with the phone and I couldn’t get through several times.
Yao Wang murmured in his heart, could it be God's will that he shouldn't have made this call? Or is it that all good things come in a long way? Anyway, since he made the call,
Determined to get a result, he redialed twice and finally got through. Hearing the sound of beep... beep...
The rhythm of Yao Wang's heartbeat also became chaotic. A girl answered the call. Is Yuan Fang here? She's not there.
Who are you? Not here. Yao Wang took a long breath, calmed down, and then tried his best to be polite.
She announced her home address, wished her roommates a happy Mid-Autumn Festival, and asked her to convey her greetings to Yuan Fang. Yao Wang hung up the phone.
I feel like I have taken another small step forward and I am very proud of my initiative.
This semester, Youth Weekly has been revised and its staff has also been adjusted. Due to job rotation, Yao Wang was assigned to publishing.
The department is responsible for plate making and printing every weekend, and is much freer than when I was an editor. Since he got Yuan Fang’s QQ number, he frequently
I go to the computer room to surf the Internet, and I often hang out for several hours. But Yuan Fang doesn’t go online much, and I don’t see her more than once or twice a week, waiting online.
When he was a child, Yao Wang began to pass the time by playing computer games.
During the National Day holiday, I received a letter from Yuan Fang. She seemed to be a little frustrated, and her tone revealed her dissatisfaction with the current situation.
Man. In response to this situation, Yao Wang planned to do some comfort and enlightenment work. In the past, he always wrote dry letters. This time he wanted to change
One way, as a nerd, I finally came up with the trick is to give an inspirational book after visiting two or three bookstores.
Finally, he picked out a book that he liked. But he didn’t send it immediately this time. In the past, Yao Wang would never send it out after receiving the letter.
I wrote three full pages in the morning and couldn't wait to throw it into the mailbox, looking forward to receiving a reply as soon as possible. But Yuan Fang was not like him.
It usually takes me a month to reply to a letter, and the content of the letter is usually very short. In the past, I was busy with homework in repeat classes.
Yao Wang can still understand that this is still the case in college, which makes him feel a little cold. Sometimes Yao Wang looks down on himself.
Wishfully and infatuated, I doubted whether my behavior of shaving my head and choosing a hot head was meaningful. I never expressed it.
What good feelings have you had? Is he being overly attentive and being too pretentious? But soon he will convince himself that he just thinks it is this.
It is an emotional experience in life. No matter what the outcome is, it should be cherished and persisted. There should be no selfish desire for repayment.
When you help others, aren't you also growing? Anyway, Yao Wang plans to learn from Yuan Fang. You can't be a monkey.
He was anxious and tried to maintain a sense of mystery, so he tried his best to hold back and waited two more weeks before sending her the book and the
At the beginning of the reply, he deliberately shortened the name Yuan Fang to one word to test her reaction.
In the next semester, Yao Wang never received a reply from Yuan Fang. He stayed in front of the computer and never saw her on QQ. He had
I was a little anxious and kept wondering if I was too frivolous and offended her with my words. I wanted to know what was going on with her.
However, he didn't dare to call her. During this period, he often waited in the computer room and slowly got into the habit of playing games.
At first, I just used games to vent my depressed emotions. Later, whenever I had free time, I would hide in the computer room and play in the dark, as if I had forgotten.
Only in order to make himself feel better can he go out into the outside world. In the past, he despised this kind of time-wasting behavior, but now he spends a lot of money on it.
I spend all my time immersed in the game, as if I’m addicted and can’t stop.
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