姚旺心绪不宁地过完了大二的最后一个学期，期末考试成绩仍不理想。那年他家搬
到了市里，暑假回到家，正赶上市里同学组织的高中同学会，看着大家都有了不小的进
步，他感到很惭愧，往日的风光和今日的落魄形成强烈的反差，自尊心受挫诱发的耻辱
感强烈地冲击着他的心。宴会散时已经是晚上8点多，姚旺已有几分醉意，与同学们作别
后推车回家。走了一段，忽然起了兴致，调转车头，向北洋大学的方向骑去。
北洋大学西校区位于洋水路22号，那里姚旺从没去过，他一边跟人打听，一边看着
公路的指示牌，一点点寻了过去。东南联大暑假放得早，这时北洋大学还没有放假，虽
然是周末，一座座教学楼灯火通明，学生们都在为最后的考试做准备。校门口坐着两个
门卫大叔，姚旺对他们有些忌惮，万一要出示学生证，他就进不去了。他先在一旁观察
，见他们对进出人员不闻不问，这才壮着胆子走进大门。熟悉的地址，陌生的环境，这
就是袁芳求学的地方了，姚旺似乎从夜风里嗅出了她的气息。骑车在校园里兜了一圈，
图书馆、操场、食堂、宿舍，这里的一切都与袁芳有关，都让他感到莫名的亲切。寻到
第3公寓，这个只在信封上出现过的宿舍楼如今就在眼前。女生宿舍前姚旺不便久留，留
恋地望了几眼，便匆匆离开。他最终把车停在教学楼下，进到楼里逐层走了一遍，期望
能有幸在自修教室发现袁芳，但扫视一遍，却未见佳人。也罢，他这次来原本只是想体
验下袁芳生活的地方，并不想让她知道。
姚旺忽然很羡慕在这里学习的人们，能和袁芳同处一方水土，能有机会见到她蹁跹
的身影，真是有福了。他趁人不注意，在楼道拐角的墙上用钥匙刻下了 “YW?YF”的字
样。人的一生会遇到很多事，留下很多心结，他想把这个心结永远留在这里。从教学楼
出来，夜色渐浓，姚旺对着群楼挥挥手，不舍地走出了校门。伊人啊，你能发现今夜来
访者的痕迹吗？
自从被袁芳回绝后，他在网上找了很多失恋感悟来开解自己，记得其中一篇是这样
的：
“爱一个人，不是一定要天长地久地厮守。爱的方式有很多种，不一定拥有才是幸
福。有些爱，只适合深深地藏在心里。说出来，就是错。有些人，只适合远远地看着，
走近了，就会失去。他已经走了，就不要再去纠缠；他已经说再见，就不要苦苦挽留。
爱失去了，自尊不能失去。如果你还爱她，什么也不要再对她说，什么也不要再做，把
所有的思念和牵挂一一封存，把所有的痛苦和悲伤细细收藏。继续一厢情愿地付出只会
成为对方的烦恼，继续无休无止地关怀只会变作对方的心债。为爱留一份自由和空间，
为自己留一点自尊和余地吧，微笑着说再见。”
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Yao Wang spent the last semester of his sophomore year in a state of uneasiness. His final exam results were still not satisfactory. His family moved that year.
I arrived in the city and returned home during the summer vacation. I was just in time to catch up with the high school reunion organized by the students in the city. I saw that everyone had made great progress.
Step He felt very ashamed. There was a sharp contrast between the glory of the past and the abjection of today. The shame caused by the frustration of self-esteem.
The feeling hit his heart strongly. It was already after 8 o'clock in the evening when the banquet ended. Yao Wang was already a little drunk and said goodbye to his classmates.
After pushing the bike home, after walking for a while, I suddenly became interested, turned the bike around, and rode in the direction of Peiyang University.
The West Campus of Peiyang University is located at No. 22 Yangshui Road. Yao Wang has never been there. He asked people about it and looked at it.
I searched for the road signs little by little. Southeast Associated University had its summer break early, and Peiyang University had not yet had a break.
However, it was the weekend, and the teaching buildings were brightly lit. The students were preparing for the final exams. Two people were sitting at the school gate.
The guard uncle, Yao Wang, is a little wary of them. If he has to show his student ID, he won't be able to get in. He will observe from the side first.
Seeing that they were indifferent to people coming in and out, I had the courage to walk into the door. A familiar address and an unfamiliar environment.
This is where Yuan Fang studied. Yao Wang seemed to smell her scent in the night wind and took a ride around the campus.
The library, the playground, the canteen, the dormitory, everything here is related to Yuan Fang, and it makes him feel inexplicably kind.
Apartment 3 This dormitory building that only appeared on envelopes is now in front of you. It is inconvenient for Yao Wang to stay in front of the girls' dormitory for a long time.
After looking at it lovingly for a few times, he hurriedly left. He finally parked the car under the teaching building, entered the building and walked through it floor by floor, hoping.
I was lucky enough to find Yuan Fang in the self-study classroom, but after a quick scan, I didn't see the beauty. It doesn't matter that he came here just to get acquainted with her.
Check out the place where Yuan Fang lives. I don’t want her to know.
Yao Wang suddenly envied the people who studied here. He could live in the same place as Yuan Fang and have the opportunity to see her dancing.
What a blessing. He used a key to carve the words YW?YF on the wall at the corner of the corridor while no one was paying attention.
In this way, a person will encounter many things in his life, leaving many knots in his heart. He wants to keep this knot here forever. From the teaching building
When he came out, the night was getting darker. Yao Wang waved to the buildings and reluctantly walked out of the school gate. My dear, can you find it tonight?
Are there any traces of visitors?
After being rejected by Yuan Fang, he found a lot of lovelorn insights on the Internet to enlighten himself. I remember one of them was like this
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Loving someone does not necessarily mean staying together forever. There are many ways to love, and possession does not necessarily mean you are lucky.
Blessing, some love is only suitable to be hidden deeply in the heart, but it is wrong to say it out loud. Some people are only suitable to be watched from a distance.
If you get close, you will lose him. He has already left, so don’t bother with him anymore. He has already said goodbye, so don’t try hard to keep him.
Love is lost, self-esteem cannot be lost. If you still love her, don’t say anything to her again, don’t do anything again.
Keep all the thoughts and concerns in a sealed envelope. Collect all the pain and sadness carefully. Continuing to give out wishfully will only make you happy.
Becoming the other person's troubles. Continuing to care endlessly will only become the other person's heart debt. Leave some freedom and space for love.
Leave some self-respect and room for yourself and say goodbye with a smile
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