在姚旺寄信后的第三天,意外地收到了袁芳的来信,她寄出时应该还没收到他的信
。信中袁芳介绍了上学期的生活,原来她参加了红十字协会,一直忙着培训和公益活动
,寒假也在外地,因此一直没机会给他写信。更让姚旺惊喜的是随信还寄来了袁芳的一
张近照,这说明她还挺在乎他这个朋友的。姚旺很高兴,觉得两人的关系终于拉近了一
点,同时他也后悔了,如果先等到这张照片,一定不会冲动地寄出表白信。自己急于求
成的行动会不会毁了目前好不容易建立起来的关系呢?一切为时已晚,只能等待。一天
、两天......等啊、等啊、等啊,等得他一遍遍地想象对不同结果的应对措施,等得他
一遍遍地嘲笑自己的痴傻,一直等了45天,终于收到了回信。
姚旺拿着那张判决书,久久不愿开启。这是命运的重要转折点,一条路将会通向阳
光海岸,一条路却将落入黑暗深渊。几经祈祷,他照例小心地剥开胶水,拿出薄薄的信
纸,先用手遮住,再慢慢向下挪动,一行一行地读着。开头的委婉的语气让他有种莫名
的不安,并越读越有一种走向刑场的感觉,直到看到了“抱歉”两个字,他仿佛听到了
一声枪响,自己的梦,轰然粉碎!姚旺茫然若失,手指一松,信纸落在桌上。
这就是他多年等待的结果?这就是注定的结局?他原是个随遇而安的人,是袁芳,
激起了他表现的欲望。这些年,他一直为了袁芳这个理想而不断追求。从小时候开始就
拼命地学习,期望有一天能借此出人头地,博得她的芳心。不管生活中有多大困难,有
多么枯燥,只要一想起袁芳,心底顿时迸发出希望的火花,脸上洋溢起幸福的微笑。她
就像一颗驻守在姚旺心灵深处的启明星,一直指引着前进的方向。可现在,这个梦想变
成了不可能,姚旺失去了精神支柱,眼前再看不到一丝光。生活,从此成了平坦空洞的
旅程,他不知道接下来还会有什么色彩,还会有什么惊喜,还会有什么能为之奋斗的东
西。没有了袁芳,人生全无意义。他一个人默默地走出门,在夜晚的校园里游荡。原来
自己根本就不是什么主角,上帝也不会按他的意愿来安排,他只是个卑微的人,痴傻的
人,失败的人!梦想被撕碎,心也像被撕碎了一些样,生生的痛。他想哭,却哭不出来
。发泄,他需要发泄!姚旺来到空荡荡的操场,一步一步爬到看台最高处,对着茫茫夜
空,再也抑制不住心中呼之欲出的情感,用最大的力量吼出了她的名字:“袁~~~芳~~~~
~~”此刻,悲从中来,一串泪珠滑落眼角。
此夜,永失所爱!
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On the third day after Yao Wang sent the letter, he unexpectedly received a letter from Yuan Fang. She should not have received his letter when she sent it.
In the letter, Yuan Fang introduced her life last semester. It turned out that she joined the Red Cross Society and had been busy with training and charity activities.
I was out of town during the winter vacation, so I never had the chance to write to him. What surprised Yao Wang even more was that he also sent a letter from Yuan Fang with the letter.
Zhang's recent photo shows that she still cares about him as a friend. Yao Wang is very happy and feels that the relationship between the two has finally become closer.
At the same time, he also regretted it. If he had waited for this photo first, he would not have impulsively sent a confession letter. He was eager to ask for help.
Will Cheng's actions ruin the relationship that has been built so easily? It's too late. We can only wait for one day.
Two days...waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting until he imagined the responses to different outcomes over and over again.
I laughed at my stupidity over and over again. I waited for 45 days and finally received a reply.
Yao Wang held the verdict and refused to open it for a long time. This was an important turning point in fate. A road would lead to the sun.
On the coast of light, one road will fall into the abyss of darkness. After praying several times, he carefully peeled off the glue as usual and took out the thin letter.
He first covered the paper with his hand, then slowly moved it downwards, reading line by line. The euphemistic tone at the beginning made him feel inexplicably.
The more he read, the more he felt like he was heading to the execution ground. Until he saw the words "sorry", he seemed to hear them.
With a gunshot, his dream was shattered. Yao Wang was at a loss. His fingers loosened and the letter fell on the table.
This is the result of his years of waiting. This is the destined ending. He was originally a happy-go-lucky person. He is Yuan Fang.
It aroused his desire to perform. Over the years, he has been pursuing Yuan Fang's ideal since he was a child.
Study hard in the hope that one day I will be able to stand out and win her heart, no matter how difficult it is in life.
How boring. As soon as I think of Yuan Fang, a spark of hope suddenly bursts out in my heart, and a happy smile fills her face.
Like a morning star stationed deep in Yao Wang's heart, it has always guided the way forward. But now this dream has changed.
It became impossible. Yao Wang lost his spiritual support. He could no longer see any light in front of his eyes. From then on, his life became flat and empty.
Journey. He didn’t know what colors would come next, what surprises there would be, and what things he would strive for.
Xi, without Yuan Fang, life is meaningless. He walked out silently alone and wandered around the campus at night. It turned out that
He is not a protagonist at all, and God will not arrange it according to his wishes. He is just a humble and stupid person.
People who fail have their dreams torn to pieces, and their hearts are also torn to pieces. It hurts all the time. He wants to cry, but he can't.
Vent. He needed to vent. Yao Wang came to the empty playground and climbed to the highest point of the stands step by step, facing the vast night.
Kong could no longer suppress the emotions that were coming out of her heart and shouted her name with the greatest strength. Yuan Fang
At this moment, sadness came from me, and a string of tears fell from the corners of my eyes.
This night I will never lose my love
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